Confession of fears ....

I decided that I wanted this weekend to be "normal", or as normal as I can get. I cleaned the house, got laundry caught up, went grocery shopping and cooked a big dinner. After dinner Jim and I raced each other on a slot car track! Our cars kept flying off so I don't think anyone won!

But when the quiet comes at night and you get alone with your thoughts, it's hard to forget what's down the road. 

People ask me do I have any fears? Yes, many. Let me just lay them out for you, coming straight from my heart and soul:

I fear the cancer has spread.

I fear I won't wake up from the anesthesia.

I fear what size my right beast will be after surgery.

I fear this will scare my kids.

I fear something will happen and I won't be able to work anymore.

But today is Sunday! God's day! I'll be heading out to my church, Revolution Church in Oakland, TN, where I hang out with the best group of people that I call family.  Today I'm going to praise and worship my Jesus and thank Him for all the blessings he's given to me and thank him for walking beside me through this journey!

Praying for all my friends that are reading my story , encouraging me with your sweet words and prayers. May God bless you!

And as my sweet little granddaughter says we are going to let God have this and Let It Go!

"So don't worry! You are more valuable to him than many sparrows " Matthew 10:31 (TLB)

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